Thursday, November 16, 2023

Happiness Shirt

Happiness I wear, 
As a cloak of colors
You will find in me
Plenty of colors, from indigo to blue
From maroon to beige
My shirt shines as I walk in the sun
Meeting fine people at the event halls
I look happy,
Greet everyone with a spark in my eyes
So is it my beautiful shirt
That makes me happy, looking pretty
Like icing on the cake, or topping with a cherry
Lol, laughing out aloud, I hear someone with not a worry
What happens when you pour some sauce or wine?
With a chuckle they ask, do you fuss and whine?
I knew, it would be so, glancing at 
My beautiful sequin tunic shimmering 
Is happiness in the shirt or is it in you?
There is no one or no place where you could be happy all the while..
Most of the moments are like shimmering sequins
Some may be like diamonds, some just so rusted..
I am happy, once I shed all my pretenses,
Looking at the monarch butterflies, and flying dragonflies
Birds of paradise or nightingale, even Robins or blue jays
They just wish me luck and keep flying by
Mystery solved I thought, as the sequins shined once more!

Thursday, October 26, 2023

Nevermind Me

I do not ask for anything
No not one
I am happy left alone..
Neither wind 
Nor rain can heal me
Neither fire nor ice can soothe me
My thirst cannot be quenched
Because O my!
 its not my body
That is thirsty or hungry
It is an urge
Since millenia 
To seek You
And yet not be able to find you
Like the blind king of yore
Who lived in an Era no more
I regret to have ignored
Your Kindness
Or your words of wisdoms 
I have never ever paid 
Neither attention nor followed 
Yet no regrets, so long
As you still care to save me from all..
It is OK, let the king hold his throne
With all his might, yet he is all 
Thrown out to fall and perish..
Unless he leaves it and holds You
There is no rescue..

Thursday, October 5, 2023

The Deep Forest And Wide Sea

I was going to worry
If I am ever good enough for you
I am just an old song
Sung too many times
My odds are even worse than 
Ever being worth a few dimes 
Way back so many years ago
I wasn’t  that little a girl
Missed many opportunities 
But then the spirit, I assume
Was alive all along, counting
One, two, three and Gong
Dinner is served,  y’all 
Better hurry and come along
Night and day someone not lost yet
 Is just figuring out as 
They go on with their song
If they are more like the cowboy’s way
Keeping up with herds and hay
Or is there a way out of
This wild saddling, cinching
That one of those square knots
You go into the rabbit holes,
Wait for a day that changes
With warmth and colors,
But alas the mountains
Casting such shadows, big old
Trees with darkness as it falls
Under the stars and the rising storms..
Freezing all around
Bone chilling bitter colds
Biting into your elbows 
With the cat in the cradle
Horse in the saddle
Dogs whining as the
Mountain lions dining
Blue Jays rarely shining
And the azule Herons
Of southern Texas
Growing in multitude
With the ducks mating 
Breeding all around
The river beds and yards
Mocking birds and sparrows
Hopping to find spiders and moths
Seeds from grasslands 
Spreading in the air,
Feeding more fawna fair
And lovely hares and rabbits
Juggling through the willows
Backyards and the dark alleys
Why on earth would it bother me
When nature takes care day in and out
My good old friend, a brown lizard
Silently crawling and mimicking 
Over the walls and pillars,
In the tiny crevices of the hallways
And chipmunks strolling over
The walkways and the lanes
Sunsets bringing up dark chills
With sunrise as the day breaks from 
Wintry dusk to pale apricot Noons
Sun speeding to the zenith
Life goes by yet I cannot
Unfold you the years of life 
Over Southern Texan Roads
Or Rodeos from the Dixie Chick’s
To Tejano star Salina Perez,
Stealing hearts and winning spirits, of 
Willie Nelson, Garth Brooks or Shania Twain
Good old spritz, Burgundy or Champaign 
You can find the scorching summers and 
Freezing winters, with snow thickets over
Plains and hilly terrains or mountains 
Tall live Oaks, bending over hallows
Bringing home harrowing details
Of ghosts of Halloween nights
Did I miss the delicacies and warm
Southern hosts and fun and laughter
And not to forget, saints and poets
Of world renowned exaltation of
Vishishta Adwaitam and tribhuwana 
Mohana ragam of Sri Krishna Sharanam mama
Aum Namo Bhagavathe Vaasudevaaya namah||




Thursday, September 28, 2023

Yet To See

Never got what I wished
Does it matter, what I received
May be much beyond anything ever..
I wished to stars, help me sing
My voice could be melodious
Even though notes never came out right…
I wished to study well,
But it was nevertheless a saga
Of never-ending duties and sacrifices
After all, what is it that life wants of me
A life this dense is sure not a joy ride
Well, despite all I am able to breath
Walk, and do chores as I can..
May be the hurts have toughened
My soul to withstand the tornadoes..

Sunday, September 24, 2023

Welcome New Day

Waiting to see you
Once again,
Welcome to a new day!
Along the way 
We paraded through 
Ups and downs
Sometimes plain
Old plateaus 
World as it revolves
Revolutes,
Making revolutions
Causing turbulence
Turmoil and 
More revolutions
And changing histories 
Over the millennium
From one epoch to another 
Time travelling forth
Men and women 
Ever-changing 
From birth
To the cycle 
Of births,
I look up as a bird
Waiting for the 
Moon, and 
Looking to see
How you always 
Shine and bring
Rays of hope in the lives of all!

Thursday, August 31, 2023

Inspired By A Ray Of Hope And Spirit

It’s that time 
In your life
You ain’t never 
Gonna matter
To anyone
Anymore
Anytime
It’s that type
Of a life
Where it doesn’t matter 
Where you been
All day long
Nor all night through
You ought to love
Yourself, 
Just as your neighbor
And spend your 
Two cents in
Making life just
A little better
Than what you've
Seen
Where you've been
And make it
A little more loving
For one to dwell
Not the same old same old 
Dump of a day
Every minute matters,
If you take it into account
Of what you give,
Less trash and more matter,
Then you have
O yes, you have
Of course you have 
Always lived your life
A little more sweeter
A little more hotter
Little more zestier,
Than what your people
Might know of you
By trying a little more 
Brighter,
With laughter 
And happiness
Sans ignorance or 
Annoyance, so
You 
May
Just 
Keep
On 
Being 
You,
Alive!

Tuesday, August 15, 2023

To Humanity

Not with acids churning in my gut
Nor emotions forbidden yet sprouting
Never to be doomed to spend any sad moment
I wish for you no suppressed state, 
I give you
Permission to choose
What you want where you want 
To be as a human, helping mankind
Including you, to reach Him in
Spirit as well as belief, 
Remember that I always love you, 
Humanity! Do not fear, ever..
I wish you Your love
Forever to be true..